‘the end’

I’ve been flying the high skies
Heart full of hope and smiles
I think and I fear
I fear and I think
When all this time all I needed was to feel.

Wake up from my dreams,
Wake up from my fantasy,
Go back to where I belong
Go back to my reality.

With these fierce eyes, I hide my tears
With every smile, I mask my worries
With every task i turn pain into nothingness
An invisible dagger to end all my miseries.

By at this hour my eyes cry,
my heart bleeds,
my mind weary
and my body shaken,
Yet nothing changes…

I still wish,
I still hope,
I still pray…
That someday my prince charming will come my way.

Though for now,
I face tomorrow with pain in my heart,
I believe in time I’ll do better in my part
I willl shout and burst into tears
I will get mad without being noticed
I will die with a silent sigh
As we now both bid each one ‘Goodbye’.

love makes no promises

I saw heaven and a place to die
Like no other guy you came to me
With the gift of love to set me free

Funny how the summer tend to fall
But now I feel the wind just chilled
Funny how the beauty of it all
As slipped away and fall away and got away

Chorus
Cause love makes no promises
There’s nothing I can do
I’m letting go of you
Love makes no promises
There’s nothing I can do
I’m letting go of you
And if you never, never, never been in love
It makes no promises
It makes no promises

Another day is dawning
On a cold and winding morning dawn
And on this lonely morning
I’m looking for you
Are you coming back home ?

Ooh, but the summer tend to fall
I feel the wind just chilled
And how the beauty of it all
As slipped away and fall away and got away

Chorus
It makes no promises
Love makes no promises

Cause love makes no promises
There’s nothing I can do
I’m letting go of you
Love makes no promises
There’s nothing I can do
I’m letting go of you
Love makes no promises
There’s nothing I can do
I’m letting go of you
Love makes no promises
There’s nothing I can do
I’m letting go of you
And if you never, never, never been in love
It makes no promises
It makes no promises
It makes no promises
Love makes no promises
Oooh – ooh
Makes no promises
No promises
Promises

what about love?

What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?

No one would care if
We never made it
We’re in this alone
So why don’t we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other

What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby…what about us?

How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It’s never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling

I’ll take the rivers rise
I’ll take the happy times
I’ll take the moments of disaster

better in time

It’s been the longest winter without you
I didn’t know where to turn to
See somehow I can’t forget you
After all that we’ve been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who’s there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn’t know
If you didn’t notice you mean everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I’ma be ok

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

I couldn’t turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I’m dreaming don’t wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that’s the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn’t notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I’m learning to love again
All I know is I’ma be ok

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

Since there’s no more you and me
It’s time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I’ll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn’t live without you
It’s gonna hurt when it heals too
It’ll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I’m gonna smile cause I deserve to
It’ll all get better in time

no more louielee

after more than a year of dating… we’ve finally decided that we’re better off finding ourselves separately rather than together…

finally, done of denying and pretending that everything’s fine when in reality, there are some points in our life we really need to fix. again, im alone… in pain and hurting to the deepest core. i want to shout and cry and disappear but i cant. life goes on and whether i like it or not. i should move along and go with the flow. drag my feet and carry the pain all throughout.

everything remains the same for everyone else… for me, everything’s different now, since there’s no more louie and lee…

sales here i come…

im back with sales!!!  too late to announce but hey.. i am back! it was both exciting and scary since there were too many changes since i transferred but it’s not going to stop me to aim higher and to bring positive aura in the campaign.  Very challenging though I am very pleased now with the people I work with.  More positive energy and we will be achieving our goals with all smiles and happy hearts…