hold-hands

Girl: i like it when you hold my hand in yours…

Guy: me too… your hand fits perfectly on mine…

…

Moving on… Letting go… Enjoying life…

distraction

I met him during the TF Cebu trip. I know his brother from the previous trip but Miggy isn’t here this time. With my other friends, we had fun. I was happy since I don’t have to think about work or any problem or even kulet. I can talk freely with and to him. I can talk about my previous relationships with very minimal comments. We shared stories and hang out together. It was great until he held my hand. I am not used to sweetness. I am not used to being taken care of. Somehow I am glad and scared. It is also confusing.

Now that we went back to reality. I have to face mine. Leave the world I had for 4 days. Friends will always be there. I just thought that if he doesn’t make himself available from this day until my birthday, then this is just another challenge. Another phase. Another test. Another ditch. I have to focus and leave whatever it was. Need to get back to my reality.

eye opener

I don’t know what I want anymore. I long for happiness. For freedom. But I guess I already have freedom, I just need to learn how to be more patient. To understand and to learn that happiness cannot be achieved by having things or having someone. It is only through Him.

something to think about

It’s funny and irritating
It’s confusing
Should not focus on the word “I”
Should take care of people
Of family
I should learn to think of others
Always be thankful
& fearful
& happy

God wants everyone to find the path that leads us to Him
But He gave us free will to help us better understand Him
Through faith, trust and love.

reality

I am now giving up
Not because I no longer love
But because I accept what God wants
I also believe in Him and His will
His plance for me are there
I just need to learn to understand and be able to read them

Your will my God, I will accept.