distraction

I met him during the TF Cebu trip. I know his brother from the previous trip but Miggy isn’t here this time. With my other friends, we had fun. I was happy since I don’t have to think about work or any problem or even kulet. I can talk freely with and to him. I can talk about my previous relationships with very minimal comments. We shared stories and hang out together. It was great until he held my hand. I am not used to sweetness. I am not used to being taken care of. Somehow I am glad and scared. It is also confusing.

Now that we went back to reality. I have to face mine. Leave the world I had for 4 days. Friends will always be there. I just thought that if he doesn’t make himself available from this day until my birthday, then this is just another challenge. Another phase. Another test. Another ditch. I have to focus and leave whatever it was. Need to get back to my reality.