everytime i hear the alarm clock, i wish id wake up next to you
everytime i see the sun rise, i wish you’d still be holding my hand
everytime my phone rings, i wish you’ll be on the other line
everytime i receive a message, i wish all messages were from you

you have placed me under your spell
turned 180 degrees from where i once was
now i wait yet again for togetherness
for your hand to hold mine

i miss you

Mr. Edward Magorium: 37 seconds.
Molly Mahoney: Great. Well done. Now we wait.
Mr. Edward Magorium: No. We breathe. We pulse. We regenerate. Our hearts beat. Our minds create. Our souls ingest. 37 seconds, well used, is a lifetime.
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Henry Weston: You know, some people… send flowers, or cards, or… give people hugs. I… make sure their paper work’s all in order. I thought I’d try something different.

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Mr. Edward Magorium: Your life is an occasion. Rise to it.

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Mr. Edward Magorium: Name the Fibonacci series from its eleventh to its sixteenth.
Henry Weston: Umm… 89, 144, 233, 377, 610?
Mr. Edward Magorium: Perfect. Number four, do we really need it?
Henry Weston: If you like squares – you do.
Mr. Edward Magorium: Oh, I like squares. Good. Now, the hot dog, the hot dog/bun ratio, why for the love of mustard are there never enough buns?
Henry Weston: Extra hot dogs…
Mr. Edward Magorium: Yes, but why?
Henry Weston: In case you drop a couple.
Mr. Edward Magorium: What kind of insufferable fool drops a hot dog?
Henry Weston: Anything can happen, sir.
Mr. Edward Magorium: Anything can happen. How absolutely true. You’re exactly the mutant I’m looking for! You’re hired.

Life is short! Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly, laugh uncontrollably, and never regret anything that made you smile! – Albert O

Officially, we’re not officially together…

God’s will, I will accept. God’s plan, I will follow. God’s laws, I will obey.

PRAY
It is the greatest power on Earth

LOVE
It is a God-given privilege

READ
It is a fountain of wisdom

THINK
It is the source of power

BE FRIENDLY
It is the road to happiness

GIVE
It is too short a day to be selfish

PLAY
It is the source of perpetual youth

LAUGH
It is the music of the soul

WORK
It is the price of success

SAVE
It is the secret of security

Girl: i like it when you hold my hand in yours…

Guy: me too… your hand fits perfectly on mine…

Moving on… Letting go… Enjoying life…

I met him during the TF Cebu trip. I know his brother from the previous trip but Miggy isn’t here this time. With my other friends, we had fun. I was happy since I don’t have to think about work or any problem or even kulet. I can talk freely with and to him. I can talk about my previous relationships with very minimal comments. We shared stories and hang out together. It was great until he held my hand. I am not used to sweetness. I am not used to being taken care of. Somehow I am glad and scared. It is also confusing.

Now that we went back to reality. I have to face mine. Leave the world I had for 4 days. Friends will always be there. I just thought that if he doesn’t make himself available from this day until my birthday, then this is just another challenge. Another phase. Another test. Another ditch. I have to focus and leave whatever it was. Need to get back to my reality.

I don’t know what I want anymore. I long for happiness. For freedom. But I guess I already have freedom, I just need to learn how to be more patient. To understand and to learn that happiness cannot be achieved by having things or having someone. It is only through Him.